November 23, 2010

I'm Sorry but I'm Not Rihanna, and I Don't Like the Way It Hurts!

"Stop the car, I want to get out right now!", I yelled as loud as I could.

The car screeched to a halt at the red light, he ignored me.

"Don't think i won't!"

"Fine then, get out!"

As I was unlocking the door, he said, "You don't have the guts".

"Oh yeah?"

I unlocked the door and I got out of the car. I could feel a billion eyes on me, gawking in surprize and anticipation. This was Saudi Arabia, women don't create scenes and they certainly don't storm out of the car in the middle of one of the busiest roads in the city, on a weekend night!

I got back into the car and slammed the door shut.

"I didn't think so", he said, I wanted to punch that smirk off his face.

"If I created a scene, you would go to jail for it, so maybe I should just do it!"

The traffic light turned green and he started driving.

We didn't say anything. I was glad the music was blaring as loud as it was, silence just makes it all worse. It gives people the chance to voice their thoughts, thoughts better left unspoken.

♫ ...Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
Well that’s alright because I like the way it hurts... ♫

Nothing seemed more idiotic, ironic, and senseless than those lyrics at that moment.

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Estell said...

:[ very sad....I hate fighting

Blue Pearl said...

:( *hugs* I was listening to this song this morning!

(¯`•._.•[Raajii]•._.•´¯) said...

Ah, I have a love hate relationship with that song.
I am sorry this happened to you (if it did).

Mrs. Handbag Addict said...

I was also listening to it today, too close to home for me =/

R said...

If she's being sarcastic in the song, it's okay. But really all that pain and anger that comes with quarrels... Uh-uh I'll pass

Komal Ali said...

Hate being weak with guys.

Anonymous said...

I hate it when the wrong song plays, pisses me off like nothing else can :(

Mysh said...

If it makes u feel any better:

The most [now]laughable thing happened was.. during the silence immediately after the fight, after him hurting me infinitely, a song came on, and seeing my tears he says:
YEs... I know. it is that kinda song. It makes ME cry too, u knw!

n u go like: er??.. whatt??

Im so glad im rid of that loser. I Hope either he changes or u find sumone worthier so0on dear.

salma said...

okay the title of this article made me curious (i used to love this song!) and i loved the article, and then loved the blog.. i'm definetly following you :)


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